The Look!!

So for as long as I can remember I've liked the things that I put together to look nice. The older I get the more critical I am of myself. I look back at old food posts and think I had to have been out my damn mind to post such rubbish! LOL Then I calm down and remember I was learning, hell I'm still fuckin learning! What's crazy is that after I post food pix, I immediately wanna take it down. I know I need to let go of this crazy... maybe y'all can help! I got inspired to write this because of one of my food pix that I think came out AMAZINGLY! But to be totally honest if I stare at it long enough I'd find a million things wrong... I'm awful. Being overly critical of myself is something I'm really working on overcoming and I feel like my love of food is helping me do just that!! Food and gardening have really become a form of therapy for me. I get lost in both activities. I feel like my creative eye is opening wider and wider. I nurture these things. I'm constantly thinking about how I can do things better! I've never been this into any of the other things I've had my hand in!!! Food really is MY THING. Was it supposed to take this long?? LOL.. So the pic I'm attaching to this is one I HATE! I'm positive I've never posted it anywhere but here it is! It's a NY Strip, asparagus, and creamy brussels sprouts.. creamy is the only way I can get my kid to eat them! But anyway that's a little more of a peek inside who The Cussing Chef is and who she's becoming!!! Let me know if you wanna know how to make the creamy brussels! They are so damn good!!! Thanx for reading!!